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and that's a good thing. . .

Der graue Novembertag könnte einem Roman entsprungen sein. Noch trostloser, noch nasskälter, noch nebliger und noch grauer konnte ein Tag wohl kaum sein. Nichtmal richtig hell wollte es an diesem Tag werden und dennoch. Bei genauerer Betrachtung, war alles eine perfekte und wunderschöne Komposition. Eine Komposition from the dull gray and the still-bright colors of the last leaves that clung trembling in dead branches. . .

It is earlier her Sunday afternoon as I at 08 November at the former and rather lonely jog Wall Trail. The sun is hiding behind thick clouds of the sky, like a gray horse-blanket coat. The foliage of the shrubs and trees has spread like a carpet laid over the cracked asphalt and curbs my steps. The small golden leaves of birches, the brown leaves of beech or oak leaves is bright red like a wonderful Pottbourrie from the horn of plenty of the Colors, motley arranged at my feet and breathes this day a melancholy mood.

I enjoy trotting along this narrow path. . . over many kilometers he runs some straight all around. On the eastern side of the road are now most of the big fields and flocks of crows are distributed between the stalks of harvested corn. Nothing looks more like the fact that here 20 years ago this city was over. If you will not occasionally pointed out by signs would, one would not notice that here is a wall d as country gete ilt hat. In Gedanken versunken, den Blick ein paar Met er vor mir auf den Boden gerichtet, laufe ich vor mich hin. Meine Beine finden Ihren Rythmus ganz alleine, ohne das ich daran einen Gedanken verschwenden muss und ein Blick auf meine Pulsuhr zeigt, dass Sie es richtig machen. Laufen ist Balsam für den Körper und die Seele.

. . . . in der Ferne taucht am Rand des Weges ein leuchtender Pfosten auf und als ich näher komme sehe ich einen Kranz an Ihm liegen, ein rotes Gedenklicht und ein Strauß frischer Blumen. Vor ein paar Wochen, war hier noch nichts . . . An dem Pfosten ein Bild von einem jungen Mann. It is a small memorial, a tribute to one MENSCHNER overcome the here in trying the man's land, had to have his life. A reminder that over there there was a police state and a dictatorship, run away what the people wanted. Even today it is still inconceivable to me that this limit and the political system, establish what you could be responsible for the deaths of so many people had. Also incomprehensible that so many people from over there, in view of the dead, can thus transfiguring think about your DDR.

I was born in 1964 in West Berlin, the wall was already standing. As a schoolboy I often get the summer holidays Suburbs with my aunt and uncle Gisela Rudi spent directly on the wall. We played in the fields and have been trying to catch frogs in the pools and occasionally, we have stones thrown over the wall, or painted it with chalk, just because. . . on the other side of the wall, which was good 4m high, have no children played. . . there was no man's land, 20 meters wide finely raked sand, Stalin grass, spring guns, truck locks, guard towers, moats and armed border guards with guard dogs.

Now you no longer exist, and anyone can walk in any direction. People are different, Ossi, Wessinger. . . it will take long before the Wall torn in the heads is probably me. . . but the wall is gone, that has separated this country, the political system which let you build once and that's good. No question.

After 12km I'm back at your door. In the cold, my breath is good to see and otherwise I burn like a horse in front of me. The hot water in the shower steams well and relaxed, I enjoy this moment. It was a surprisingly nice drive even if I'm long gone as fast as just over 2 years, but I do not run often enough, but that is not me also. I look down on me. . . the bodybuilding and my hard work, thank, I have been 12kg more time now on the ribs. . . and that's a good thing.

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the small difference

are on the table, candles, imBackofen fresh, crusty rolls that exude the wonderful aroma of a bakery, often there is also a croissant and pretzels on the table or a cup of hot coffee. Cherry and raspberry jam are lined up next to the honey and chocolate, different kinds of meat, a tasty sausages, some cheese, a (washed tomato), fresh milk and cocoa, on the breakfast board an egg cup with a soft-boiled egg. . . from the living room soft music swells in the kitchen. . . No, it is not Sunday. . . it's just a normal morning, 06:30 in front of you sits a freshly-shaven and well-kept man who smiles at you and asks you, while he cuts open to you if you lack a hot roll or something. . . you smile back fondly we enjoy the few minutes before we shared tears of public transport and the daily work of our little luck. . . a few meters to the subway and then 2 stops by bus. . . there you go


CUT. . . Change of scene. . .


It is 5:45 sings his song as Eros Ramazottis L 'Aurora from my phone. A nice Alarm clock. As fog dissolve the last confused dreams disappear into nothing and it is to get up at the time. A hand reaches for me, unfortunately without intent, it notes only that I must have sweated in the night again. The morning is just as dark as the flat and bare feet I tap on the bottom of ice-cold, half-blind to the bathroom. Some music from my phone quietly, quacks like a good thing that it is Internet radio. I wash my hair and actually find a single towel. From the toothpaste tube is able to squeeze me with extreme force a last effort, pea-sized residue. should indeed be a new one somewhere, I remember. . . a cursory Blick in den Drehschrank. Fehlanzeige . . .

Mein Weg führt mich wieder zurück ins Schlafzimmer, zu Dir ans Bett, mit dem Gedanken im Kopf, dir beim ausziehen vom Nachthemd zu helfen und dann mit meinen warmen Händen deine großen *piep* zu *pieeep* . . . . Mmh? . . . Du klingst erkältet, dann wohl doch keine guter Moment, um zu kuscheln oder Fieber zu messen . . . Ich mache das Bett und tapse in die Küche. Sie ist kalt und leer. Gähenende Leere im Brotkorb und das fahle Licht der Dunstabzugshaube beleuchtet schwach die ebenfalls leere Arbeitsplatte. Ich schaue im Froster nach und nehme ein tiefgefrorenes Roggenbrot heraus, was eindeutig Ähnlichkeit mit einem Ziegelstein hat. With difficulty I break off a few slices and stuff it in the toaster, which then gives off a little heat. In the fridge I discovered next to an expired cottage cheese, which you can eat but still, some sausage, plenty of cheese and 2 slices fresh bread, which I had brought along as a precaution in order to eat on the work of something. I grab another abundant bananas to brown and the rest of tomato salad from last night. At noon, the rich probably grade I think, as I store everything in my gym bag.

As the rye bread steaming jumps from the toaster, I distribute the raspberry jam on which I had also brought a few days ago. A little appetite Mümmel I on the bread around but the sugar in the jam and cocoa, which I've been hot in a small pot so that it stops me shiver, will hopefully bring the think tank on my shoulders going.

you come into the kitchen,'ll cut 2 slices from a cake, is connected to almost silently into the living room and begin to immerse the cake in your cold cocoa. I sit down to do so. . . On television we see as a zookeeper feeds a penguin, then news, a 16-year-old has been hit by a freight train, dead. . . Nick goes to Spongebob. . . for a few minutes, the sad thoughts of the fly dead teenager, this sponge and his starfish and the demented Tentakelviech succeed to make me laugh. . . but only briefly, I want you to not stress so. . . and turn around again. A few more minutes of music from VIVA and MTV. . . Then it's off to the cold gray November morning. . . freeze at the bus stop freezing, at the station while we wait for the crowded Regiozug freeze at the central station comes to the Schlenkibus let me happily tilts at my company. . .


2 acres in Berlin. . . Once in Berlin Lichterfelde and once in Berlin Wilmersdorf. . .